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Novice thinkers can create DEEP introspection with just three words.  Three words that describe you as honestly as you dare.  By unpacking those words, you perform an exercise I created called Concentric.  Then, you supply your own Concentric in a bid to win approval from others (in my board game); dictating how you earn points.  If you walk away from my game feeling like you accept yourself, you’ve won.  Losers walk away from this game (chock full of points) with the “security” of other people’s praise.  Celebrities are losers.  Focus on your immutable flaw and accept you are not perfect.  The board game component requires that you draw one picture for each sentence you generate.  These pictures are clues to help others match them to their corresponding Concentric.  You don’t have to be a good artist.  You can draw stick figures for all I care.  If I know what I’m looking at, it doesn’t matter how good or bad your drawing is.  Hint:  invite people that love to control (others) to play as bankers.  Bankers are itching to control their minions.
 
There are two rival banks (one and two).  They evaluate your Concentric content in private.  To be recruited by a bank, you win points but you also forfeit (to the bank) three turns.  The total points of the bank’s evaluation (of your content) can be earned to win your independence from the banks.  You can go into debt with the bank (if recruited) so you mustn’t grow smug of yourself...  If the bank’s evaluation of your content is poor, you may collect too many negative points (when insecurity dictates when you care).  Otherwise, you run the risk of ignoring the consequence of being indebted to a bank.  Such as, you lose your autonomy to play the game the way YOU want (for three turns).  Being recruited by a bank means you become their (well fed) minion.  Exactly like celebrity.  Minions play “the game” by guessing which of the bankers awarded them the better evaluation for their Concentric content.  If you choose you lose.  What?!  When you walk away from the table accepting yourself, you win.  Losing (when insecurity dictates when you care) stunts your celebrity in and out of “the game”.  Why?  By resting your approval on others, you’re at the mercy of opinion that SWAYS with anxiety: winning is not about points, it’s about sharing your concentric (without concern of points).  I claim, we are all stalking the  experience of quenching desire.  You live to please others wishing/hoping/praying/revenging to overcome your immutable flaw within celebrity.
 
I’m like Cancer’s cancer.  I drink its milkshake.  I’m a permanent solution to a finite life.  That finite life loves to control your penchant for originality; innovation is the escape from the peace of familiarity.  Life is buffering-in (above), upstream of your “PERFECTLY” little truth being corrupted by sin’s originality; our denial of God pulls us AWAY from the source of perfection, "Jesus."  I believe in soulistic-equilibrium.  God, magic, and science.  Once upon a time, magic and science were inseparable.  They were one entity.  Expanding one’s mind with divinity, goes against an atheist’s broken conscience; because they can’t accept (through divinity) God…SPLIT magic and science apart with his will to expand one’s mind beyond earthly limitations.  Pedophile-"Jesus" is the PINNACLE of divinity (not Christ) to only those who deny their immutable flaw.  I claim, each of the three (God, science, and magic) has its own unbalanced link to sanity which is lacking "stability."  Why?  Tribalism (i.e. God, magic and science).  Why does a hypocrite avoid ascension?  The SMARTEST people in history (selflessly) donate their originality as soon as they realize there’s only one answer for everything:  the handicap of divinity is you, stupid.  We...are...flawed.  There’s less incentive for narcissists to accept this because they are the ones who monetize a living spouting bullshit (to attract attention from others).  Accept your immutable flaw and mingle...with the warmth of Jesus Christ!  Six players minimum to play.  Read my ‘Resource section’ (at brainsmithy.com), then play the game of Concentric!  My game is difficult to learn, but easy to master!  For example, try (as an exercise) to stop spreading your gaudily mental issues on social media. 
 
Tetris is easy to learn but difficult to master.  Concentric is difficult to learn but EASY to master.  Learn and master, that’s all I ask of you.  It’s time to FIGHT for our own confidence.  Concentric helps you do that.  Try it.  Stop being a confident-masochist.  Just be confident.  There’s no need to recite your intentions (to inflict pain) onto those who deserve it.  Why?  Satan is a confident-MASOCHIST.  Hell loves…that.  Replace your masochism with compassion.  Confident-COMPASSION.  Hell hates…that.  Donate your compassion to enemies, and watch them BURN with regret.  That’s how you make evil pay.  You make them regret their decisions to wrong you.  Suffocating kindness.  Uncomfortable yet?  All I offer is choice.  Make YOUR choice count.  Do you want to live this life on your terms, or your enemies’?  Is that a worthy life?  Compassion…turns confident masochists into WEAK masochists.  How?  When evil takes the bait (accepting "compassion") which lowers their hate (for God), that’s when YOU strike.  Walk away.  Never look back ladies.  You'll be young forever!  Demons will crow like lonely wolves missing your company.  It's like a pyramid scheme for confidence, not money.  Just deny yourself the misery of flaws.  It's immutable.  Unchanging.  Accept it.  Remember, the cure I discovered is worse than the disease.  It’s MUCH easier to suffer through addiction.  Addiction to what?  Achieving the impossible.  What’s impossible?  Overcoming immutable flaw with wishing/hope/prayer/revenge.  Immutable flaw is common across humanity.  Dare to know what it is?  Here it is:  I'm warning you...you can't unknow it.  Okay...here it goes:  Humanity is a race of Incestuous-pedophiles.  The definition of pedophilia is the sexual attraction to children.  The INSTANT a deviant thought is activated, hypocrites deny self to avoid the upset of not being the unlikeliest Messiah.  That's humanity for you.  Unlike you, The Messiah is perfect.  ANYTHING less than perfect is nothing more than another Godly/magical/scientific based false prophet.
 
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I’ve accepted this as truth.  Why?  Our ignorance to reproduce is instinctual, we ignore the consequences thanks to the appeal of (multiple) orgasms.  The ignorant reproduce (like rabbits).  Reality helps us to ignore knowledge (through boredom) because it’s the least stimulating compared to delusion and conspiracy.  Why?  Are you too attracted to the sin of originality?  This is God's "gift" of our immutable flaw.  It’s precisely why humanity is flawed.  Finite life loves to control your penchant for originality; innovation is the escape from the peace of familiarity.  Life is buffering-in (above), upstream of your “PERFECT” little truth being corrupted by original sin; our denial of God pulls us AWAY from the source of perfection, "Jesus."  I believe in soulistic-equilibrium.  God, magic, and science.  To a law-abiding pedophile, it’s an empty wish...to fuck children (ergo deviant thoughts needn't require reaction).  Only those who accept themselves completely (like I do), "offend" "feelings" (but not break the law).  I don't require desire to enjoy my life.  I haven't had sex since the night my son was conceived back in May of 2018.  There's no motivation to break man's law because I don't deny who I am (or what I lack).  Thanks to the 3-4 day brush with Psychosis (and 7 years of research/recovery) I ACCEPT my immutable flaw and I don’t require desire.  Our denial of God pulls us AWAY from the source of perfection, "Jesus motherfucking Christ."  That awareness I have is what I call confident-compassion.  However, a confident-MASOCHIST RAGES TO THE TUNE OF THEIR OWN FUCKING HYPOCRISY!  This is the game of Concentric.  Designed for those who experienced Psychosis (not for those who haven't).  The instant you (publicly) accept yourself, you THREATEN the majority.  That’s why hypocrites are tainted with denial.  That’s their incentive to vilify others; it is to create distance from their own hypocrisy (to avoid being detected by man's law).  I am no hypocrite or coward.  Are you?  This game is for ages 16 and up.  Good luck.
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