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The Muse of Cinderella-Queens.

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My definition of Woke as a straight, white, male who believes in The King of Cinderella-Queens.  Jesus.
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​Wokism is the truest pursuit to healing ancestral trauma, by hunting fire.
Mainstream-wokism is the untruest pursuit to healing ancestral trauma, by  hunting privilege.   Earth is our stepping stone for our soul's definition of being.  Earth is not...smooth.  Mainstream-wokists agree humanity is a privilege, not a right.  Whoever OWNs the stone you step on, you deem oppressive.  Who owns the steps?  Denial.  In a way...the stepping stones are land mines you trigger with a curiosity to offend or be offended.  Your motivation to backtrack (or fast-track) engages your delusions (and awareness) to cope with elation and disappointment.  All artwork is is hiding from danger the truth in plain sight.  Unfortunately art is also compromised by greed and control.  Humanity is not the apex, and mainstream-wokism proves that with their HYPER-focus on cultural UNREST; such an unsustainable pursuit for an "intelligent" consciousness being too silly to entertain nonsense, let alone deify it. 

Chaos is as unpredictable as it is sustainable. 
Why sustain an unpredictable reality?  Thinking is not a pious pursuit. 
Order is predictable. 
The only thing predictable about chaos is in control of those who start it. 
Chaos is scripted by God's divine knowing (to serenade your soul).

This is either a person's conscious or unconscious goal.  Until we know, accept and forgive ourselves completely, we are NEVER fully aware of who (or what) author's our thoughts.  Without introspection, we have nothing to offer the universe that can't be replaced in time by rodents.  The human condition is cherished for its spirit to endure.  Yeah right... how we endure traumatizes.  Celebrate the trauma (through humour), because that's the part our privileges "conveniently" ignore.  Trauma helps make us who we are worth loving (through victimhood and compassion).  That wears thin after a while.  Before the inevitable occurs, learn with repetition to see if your stepping stone is stepped on by temporary peers which you hinge your approval upon.  I am a straight, white, male and I represent denial to those who are offended by me.  If I forgive myself after trespassing on other's privilege, why perhaps do the privileged still suffer?  Revenge. 

​Revengers revenge because their privileges only work if they can punish others for woke-heresy.  Revengers don't want to "celebrate" trauma because that requires an understanding of rights (which they don't) because they believe life is a privilege (thanks to the owner of the stepping stone) because privileges are reserved by those who respect the definition of rights.  The righteous live, while the "privileged" are content to never get that chance (i.e. dead sperm fails to reincarnate damned souls).  I don't believe hell is eternal.  Damned souls are reincarnated into the fetus.  Abortion laws legalize the womb.  Anyone who hands their womb to government, do so willingly starve from truth; they become useful idiots to a government's dirty conscience worshipping Satan.  You elect their conscience to be THE example of justice, and cry foul when it turns out they're not perfect...you fucking idiots!  Mainstream-wokism tries to predict (or create) that chaos via the infection of culture and the leverage that serves them (in a shackled society) with a gag order to prevent legitimate concerns from being heard (above the swamp of virtue-signalling).  Your only chance of predicting chaos is to make magic, science and God a combination of your faith.  To create chaos, is to predict its arrival.  Imagine trying to breathe when that elusive jerk Jesus pops out of  nowhere to exchange the air in a wokist's lungs for fruitcake.  Stop denying Jesus saved you.  It's easier said than done when the   truth leaves you breathless.   Wokism is (in part) of the minority of souls who live true to the spiritual-apex to perceive The King of Cinderella-Queens.  Jesus.  How?  By hunting fire.  Satan rents fire from God.

Mainstream-wokism is stubbornly oppressed by comedy.  Why?  They hinge their approval on perceived peers that are stubbornly amused by their outrage.   Attention defines addiction without consent; cue corporately (and culturally) funded celebrity and gossip (i.e. whatever is trending).  "Trending" is the wokist's delusion to best their desire to be popular (with civil unrest); by peers who trample on their privileges (with their unkind ignorance).  Privilege is not a right, it's optional.  Which is precisely why it is illogical to seek the approval of those who ACCEPT their RIGHT to reject all realities that offend them (with delusion and conspiracy).  The irony is insulting to a man of my intelligence.  They acknowledge rights only when it suits them.  Rights are not optional.  The offence qualifies to be holy; to the terrific shock of the majority of people.  To a mainstream-wokist, their rights were shattered by the betrayal tainting the expectations of a righteous life promised by the bible which refuses to ring true.  Why?  Good is Tinder.  THAT's WHAT YOU REJECT!  Right?  The betrayal.  Mainstream-woke deify their trend(s) from a righteous life God made inaccessible; no more bodies available [to the dead sperm of heathens worshipping (God) magic and science].  This is from The Muse's playbook.  I've just proven this.  That's why you have to let the holy ghost guide your heart, and your pen. 

That's a telltale sign of an unsustainable pursuit.  If you are raised by privilege, you are perplexed by society's right to sanity.  Ignore the revenge you seek mainstream-wokists...or accept there IS a spiritual-apex, and the truth you choose to read freely is dividing the cult of certainty (unfairly).  I hinge my prophecies on Jesus now because I trust the SON of GOD to see what I can't.  The journey to know yourself cannot reverse the effects of our privilege, so stop trying.  I know Jesus represents the perfect being, replete with platonic, moral love.  Sex is a fun way to discover yourself, only to a woman they don't realize the consequence of this "education" is at a cost to good men's desire to wed and impregnate those spiritually entranced to their sex life.  Cool to fuck though.

​Jesus is pure, platonic love.

To know Jesus is to hunt fire with Cinderella-Queens.  To do otherwise is an unsustainable pursuit.  Why?  A father's fruit is seedless.  Love, respect and  forgive that.  Ironically that exchange for wisdom (through the attention that hides) what defines us behind our addictions...is the illusive appeal we crave; through EVIL's desired suffering, that is destined for heathens hunting rented fire.   Fathers are being groomed for divorce by spiritually entranced heathens who are seduced by the magical privileges of their own sexuality.  It's not a right to offer sex, and it's not a right to receive sex.  Why?  Do you fuck on command?  Men do, and that's all women need to know how to allure men for their amusement and convenience.  I am jealous of gay men in this regard.  The government is a heathen's disciple.  In God's country, magic is heresy (to a Christian).  To a Sardonic Poet, a sardonic faith is about loving God's irony.  

"Instead of landing on what I wanted, I landed on what I didn't want...and that's exactly what  I wanted least.  God is funny, because he has the type of humour where you ALMOST find it amusing how ironic life can be, when you settle for "anything but." 

Chapter 59 from my third book 'Culture of One: The Mythology of the Muse.'

The appeal to be woke makes us aware of how our privileges encourage conflict; through our ignorance we oppress the privileged.  We own the stone we step on with our denial, and resent the good fortune of bliss.  We would levitate above ground just to dismiss our own feet.  Why?  Denial is bliss.  Mainstream-wokists are forever oppressed in their denial (with no incentive to accept dissatisfaction) thanks to weak parenting.  Wokism vows to erase that ignorance, but at what cost (and to whom)?  To a mainstream-wokist the cost is IRRELEVANT; an unsustainable pursuit.  That's why the mainstream-woke are delighted to molest the freedoms of our children with their perversions.  Grooming is a transparent desire to express deviant fantasies by preparing children (and their parents) to condone pre-pubescent sex and/or chemical castration.  Why?  When humanity idolizes contraception, civilization will fall.  Cinderella-Queens moo masculinity, melodically.  That's why men flee towards younger females.  To escape the melodic moos!

Should 12 year old's be encouraged to have abortions as a form of birth control?  A telltale sign of an unsustainable pursuit.  Young children are a natural form of contraception.  To a sexual predator, a child's womb is a natural prophylactic made of cells.  Contraception is reserving the rights of souls (without bodies) to call a temporary home (before it's flushed down the toilet).  Life's disappointments serve as a betrayal of their rights, ergo they are the "privileged" of God's perfection; to enjoy being denied living your life.  Nostalgia helps us cope with reality's march forward, but denial stops us short of accepting the past is gone.   Delusion and conspiracy...each is how you deny the past is gone.  Inching time is inevitable, which means you don't have time to suffer.  Cue deviant thought's predictable attempts to have you relive your denial again and again and again and again.  It authors your reactions, and to fast-track with awareness incentivizes you with the "allure" of wisdom to accept yourself in extremely illegal ways (i.e. rape, murder, incest, bestiality).  Hence our acceptance (of who we REALLY are) must outpace our flaw's pursuit to enact illegal ways.  This is where I excel, given how severely my mind embraces sanity's limits.  Women need to lower their standards, and men need to raise theirs; meet halfway.  Once you go too far, too quickly, you know EXACTLY what you are (for the rest of your fucking life).  Know this, there is only acceptance left to conquer.  Anything less, the motivation to satisfy darkness will bend man's law with an unquestionable desire to deny God exists.  Make identical Muses...that way they are enraptured by each other's vanity.  Imagine twin muse taking turns sucking each other's tits (moaning like whores)…then humanity will be left alone to worship God without objection (in peace).  I think Jesus had to give Satan twins to do God's bidding!  Did he fail?  I suspect it was conjoined-twins.

You cure ancestral trauma, by forgiving yourself, not acquiring virtue from privileged (and wealthy) minorities.  I'm...a minority thinker.  Oh wait...no I'm not, because I do too much of it.  Minority thinkers are incentivized to deliver to the majority expressing their unrest to the presence of God, through counter-culture.  Welfare secures votes, not wellbeing.  Our taxes fund ritual-sloth (i.e. government).  Idle hands are a deadly sin.  Thanks to psychosis and deviant thoughts (raping my mind), I  understand the appeal of pure evil. What is humanity at its worst?  Humanity cannot bring itself to accept we are a race of incestuous-pedophiles.  ​Everyone.  I accept that it's the engine behind our reproductive success.  Do you?  I'm a straight white Sicilian-Calabrese, is the novelty of SMITING ritual-sloth.  Voila!  I am a Sardonic Poet.

​Denial is the trigger that mercifully regurgitates this foul revelation (we are incestuous-pedophiles) because God instructs we live a life that rejects this truth.  Accepting God through denial is by design, to hide the fact perfection requires perversion to remain appealing (as a mystery).  Thanks to Muse #1, I solved it.  My gag reflex for denial was cured through the creation of my (honest) mythology, "The Mythology of the Muse."  This regurgitation...is called "good" mental health.  "Good" because it protects the "healthy" ignorance (i.e., conservatism).  There's "good" ignorance, and there's bad.   Bad ignorance has you convinced merely knowing better than Christian's gives them a free pass to exercise debauchery (i.e.,  them as in liberals).  Knowing yourself is not a substitute for true morality; however your comprehension of the truth improves with honesty, humility and acceptance.  Healthy ignorance keeps you from becoming mentally disturbed; it typically occurs sooner in humans thanks to their denial of reality (that time is lost) via delusion and conspiracy.  Our health is linked to gossip and celebrity.  Why?  We are false prophets.  What's a false prophet?  You claim to be Jesus.  Psychosis skull fucked this truth into my head (at age 35) without consent or mercy.   As ironic as I was to be ignorant, I enjoyed the insight (to know I'm not Jesus), at a HUGE cost to my health: my inability to engage in fruitless endeavours.  Father's are seedless fruit that grow on burning bushes.  Cinderella-Queens cannot grow seedless fruit...because there's no seed to plant.  As a consequence, heresy is fitting because a seedless faith, enslaves us to the paternal fire for spiritual logic (i.e. Patriarchy and counter-culture).

A mainstream-wokist never consents to wisdom's rape of their ignorant virginity, which gives them the stubbornness to always know better to be the victim of ignorance.     Real wokists (i.e. Cinderella-Queens) WELCOME wisdom's charm by cleansing their minds of all impurities.  The past is GONE,  there is only trauma to celebrate with humourous delight.  Do not choose to hate oneself out of REVENGE...to those unkind peers who openly thrive(d) on your denial (i.e. The Muse laughs at your outrage to PROLONG it's pleasure of your stubbornness to withdraw from the gifts of humour).  That's why you are addicted to achieving the impossible: legalizing incestuous-pedophilia.  Don't hinge your approval on The Muse, otherwise The Muse will reward you with deviant thoughts which SUCK you into the TRUE reality we LIVE to deny with delusion and conspiracy.  Denial preserves the mysteries of procreation.  You are an incestuous-pedophile.  Denial preserves the mysteries of procreation.  You are an incestuous-pedophile.  Denial preserves the mysteries of procreation.  Get it?  Humanity learned the hard way through incest.  Now we know better.  Well, we used to...now it's happening again and civilization WILL fall apart.

We are a race of incestuous-pedophiles!  Are you in denial that you wish to achieve the impossible, to conquer The Muse?  Is your denial eating your guts?  What did I deny?  I'm more attracted to my Muse over my own wife.  Did you give yourself cancer denying this problem?  That was my psychosis.  That's why we reject deviant thoughts with slap-stick denial, outrage and concern not only to deflect scrutiny from our ignorant peers, but out of fear to be vulnerable (with fluid affection).  That's why we are not honest.  We haven't the courage to accept the blame we deserve.  Jesus accepted your blame.  He was crucified for it.  He went to hell to absolve our sins.  Jesus went to hell for us, and with the pact of mercy (not forgiveness), God consummated Jesus and the devil to produce twin sister-daughters; the devil's intermediaries (conjoined Muses both Jesus' sister(s) and daughter(s).  Why?  Blurred bonds satisfy deprived minds.  Honesty can be Satanic.  How can God make us so fucking twisted?  Simple.  God...cannot...be bored.  Hence my testament:  Good is Tinder.  That's why God sides on good (with busy hands creating the universe).  For a human to be infallible, you have to sell your soul to your creator, not your destroyer.  God interprets imperfection as the denial he guarantees to overcome because God SCRIPTED your imperfections. You be the judge if I am truly woke to Jesus.  People who listen to me (in my opinion) are a gift from God, because their listening swallows my grief.  Your listening (Cinderella-Queen) swallows my grief.  I am fallible, but I fucking DARE to know (for you) without the baggage I suffer. 

Now you know why ​I hunt fire...to know Jesus.  This is my origin story of woke as a straight, white male.

"He became sin for us."

2 Corinthians 5:21​

Jesus accepted the blame WE deserved.  I want to know the Jesus between the cross and resurrection.  That is a Sardonic Poet's endeavour to expose the torture our sin was responsible, and prove (to heathens) YOU too deserved to be saved.  It's true.  Not out of privilege, but mercy.  I pray for mercy as thanks for sacrifice.  Time is inevitable.  Hunt rented fire if you dare to know, or damn yourself with doubt.  Mercy (not forgiveness) is evil's plea to God.  This is before I realized that the good choose forgiveness, not mercy.  Keep reading to understand the evolution of my thinking.

"My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me?"

27 Matthew 27:46

The son of God questioned God's will.  In that moment, Jesus grew flaws like a non-God-human.  The spiritual pain motivated Jesus to reject his flaw like the hypocrites he preached to his whole life.  That was the beginning...of Satan's hattrick of torture.  On the first day, Jesus became a hypocrite.  On the second day, Jesus impregnated the devil.  On the third day, the abomination was born:  Conjoined muse are the best of friends and lovers.  You wanna know why life is so fucked up?  Here you go.  Typical muse only have one wing, but a conjoined muse has two!  The muse is Satan's angel.  The enemy of my enemy is my friend.  God created science and magic to compromise with evil (by design).  Is genocide, rape and child trafficking evil?  That's by design.  God is EVERYTHING.  The son of God pleads for mercy from those peers he accepted the blame.  Jesus idolized mercy (not forgiveness) from PEERS who rejected him through his performance of crucifixion.  Hence Jesus' asked for mercy through fallible peers (intermediaries), not God.  Salvation (like time) was inevitable.  Your faith is to be believed, it proves ALL are saved by his sacrifice.  You didn't ask for that fucking illusive jerk Jesus to save you (specifically).  The stubbornness of your doubt damns the vindictive. 

​Follow me into the psychosis of perdition, and learn the truth why humanity is flawed (by God's design).  God exposed Satan to Jesus so he could theatrically halt Satan's suffering.  Flaws require constant motivation (to accept the peace of mind) necessary to overcome.  Satan corrupts God's children out of selfish cowardice and hypocrisy.  Heathenism is not heaven, so perverting God is Satan's plea for mercy (not forgiveness).  Why mercy?  It's pain relief without humbleness.  God suffers infinitely executing perfection.  You relieve God's pain (briefly) with your prayers for forgiveness, not mercy.  That's why God is on the side of good.  Good is Tinder.  Evil doesn't ask for forgiveness, only mercy.  Jesus' crucifixion relieved God of his burden to forgive, and instead he granted mercy to Satan fully knowing the consequences.  Mercy with pride creates idolatry.  When idols breed...temptation seeds.

The only thing that is finite about God is our understanding of him.  Trust me when I say, we exercise insanity by God's design.  My psychosis IQ (I suspect) was 667.  Why 667?  Guess what Satan's IQ is?  666.  I have to spell it out as usual.  Technically that made me the new Satan (briefly).

Evil requires constant motivation to love morally.  Evil is too lazy.  It is ritual sloth.  I know Jesus through psychosis, his path to hell was straight from the cross.  Jesus inspires me to document his dark path.  I am the muse of Cinderella-Queens.  I'm not here to convert, I'm here to EXPAND your mind in ways only a straight white Sicilian-Calabrese can.  Excel at learning from your own mistakes.  I dare to love what you fear is unforgivable.  How would you describe a typical straight white male?  Do I fit that description?  If it doesn't fit, my logic is novel to Cinderella-Queens.  Do you want to crucify straight white males?  That's my privilege to share my insight into the beast we embrace for warmth (from God's frost).  Say his name out loud:

"Satan, Lord of Lies...you worship mercy, not forgiveness.  That's idolatry.  Your stubborn doubt  keeps you warm.  Your stubborn doubt keeps you warm.  What's warmth without love?  Hell.  That's why Satan created celebrity with God's permission, to spread his betrayal across the masses.  Earth is not heaven.  I don't want celebrity, but I may need it to fend off Satan's disciples trying to destroy my character.  Why?  God's truth is evil in a secular world.  God is your Satan.  I need spiritual, medical and Godly witnesses to testify to my character.  Jesus loves what you and I believe is unforgivable:  Incestuous-pedophilia."  Blasphemy is an attention-grabber to heathens, so are you paying attention?

Skip to 08:24 in the timeline.

"Oh the humanity!"

Herb Morrison

This event captures tangibly the terror Jesus felt as he feared Satan through his new found flaws.  Jesus blasphemed by God's design.  If the pain didn't occupy his mind so, he would have regretted God's duty to execute perfection (if it meant his early freedom from hell).  We are made in God's image because what better way to experience our finite spectrum of reality.  Infinity is a lie, from the Lord of Lies.  Earth is a stepping stone for our soul.  Those who died in the Hindenburg, their lives were finite as too was Jesus' experience in hell.  Time (like salvation) is inevitable.  Salvation is inevitable.  We live to endure despite the obstacles, and that pursuit traumatizes others (with privilege).  The trauma authored by The Muse links you to the psychosis of perdition.  Do God a favour and ask for his forgiveness, not mercy.  Release God's pain without objection.  The muse is the unholy shrine to incestuous-pedophilia.

Satan...heh, do (as you dare) to me what you did to Jesus, and I will document it for posterity.  I recognize the piece of Jesus in me now, and that's all I need to expose your vanity in written word.  I will do my part to suture shut the mainstream-woke within my mythology of the muse.  What's warmth without love?  Hell.  The deal with the devil, was by God's design.  I must remember to ask for forgiveness not mercy.  I'm not Jesus so I can't assume God will reward me with the same accommodation as him.  I want to love God the way I should.  My sardonic faith compels me to try.  Hell is in the head, not the cosmos.

Sigh...who am I kidding?

I'd rather face Satan...than my own fucking problems.  Why?  If I believe my only option is blasphemy...my ego prefers I choose to go out in a blaze of glory.  Conscience is a double-edged sword in that you're damned to flaw with sincerity.  Can you in good conscience forgive yourself?  Shame is the marriage between guilt and ego; it's the glue of stubbornness.  Temptation.  I'm in love with its allure, and no matter how deeply I dig philosophically I can't escape the optimism it serves.  I'm a creep.  It's the final piece of the puzzle I'm confessing.  God please forgive me. 

I don't want this shame anymore.  Please give me peace so I can accept the gifts you've blessed me with, like my family.  My forbidden love for temptation I believe is some how by your design because God is everything; the consequence of creation is heartbreak.  Please forgive me, again and again and again.  I'm sorry for blaspheming with Satan.  Please forgive me.  I'm sorry for lusting for Muse #1.  Please forgive me.  I'm sorry for neglecting my family with the ambition to achieve the impossible.  Please forgive me.

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