Soulistic Equilibrium: you represent God to me.
Money is my Honey
A man of God destroys a Sardonic Poet's bullshit with the Christian bible.
12/12/2022 0 Comments
12/12/2022 0 Comments
18 - Pleasured by Control – 438 words
Expectations are bursts of hope fueled by perceived facts that are confirmed through (un)surprising results. What kind of results? Adulation, financial and sexual success. What makes someone have surprising results to an expectation? Was your…expectation too conservative for a change? Were the/your perceived facts skewed by a spouse? Bias can be self-inflicted or delivered by others with the might of God’s disdain. Can criticism RAISE expectations? I think if there’s room for improvement it may serve as a relief, because there’s more ceiling to your growth. That’s what I hope for myself, to have the maturity and perspective to adjust expectations based on perceived facts confirmed by any result, really. Results can be constructive. I pray my writing could be criticized in a way that RAISES my ceiling. If results are limited by your audience’s skillset, your expectations compensate by resisting and resenting growth. The isolation of expectations can increase or sink your reaction to results that support your victimhood.
“I’m so tortured by my MIND…”
The incentive for your audience to exert themselves (with their description) raises your ceiling; a direct result of the value your audience PERCEIVES as valuable. Does that motivate your audience to heap praise or express gross disinterest? Do we subconsciously choose a stunted crowd to boost our ego? There’s no point to hold on to poor ideas unless those ideas specifically define our unique grasp of fallibility. If your audience adores your ego, what incentive is there to evolve self? That’s the creative rut we experience; depending on poor ideas to give unsurprising results. That’s crazy to think poor ideas are so popular because crazy doesn’t change. Eventually we want to be surprised again by new ideas delivering even MORE surprise than our nostalgia. Hence the key of asking and answering well thought out and unique questions. If your audience is not open to evolving the (winning) formula, those results may make you sick. Why sick? Evolution is the lifeblood of living. If life stopped time in its tracks now, could you tolerate the rest of your life? Would your audience tolerate your stagnation? Home cooking never changes for a reason because we are happy to tolerate time’s pleasure to pause… not innovate. Tolerate time thrill-seekers.
I am dumbfounded by time’s march through repetition. Tradition pauses the cycle…on how and when our ancestors also tolerated pause; the land taught them. More freedom leads to pause. Why? Be your country. Be your people. It’s honest. Honesty is a liar’s law. Because law lies to itself. The truth is law, and law is above crime. That’s why corruption wins. Corruption is pleasured by control.
The mind must consider all options to survive boredom. Evil is a make-believe truth because it grants your morality a fond leniency only the special deserve. You special? Why perpetuate that make-believe truth? Ego must survive reality’s boredom with self… not pride. The self invites sin as a strategy to adore. To adore self is the PINNACLE of vanity. What’s the difference between pride, self, and vanity? Pride is a practice you love, that doesn’t require recognition to enjoy. Self is a practice which requires recognition to tolerate “reality’s” flaws. Vanity echoes both practices as it sees fit. Vanity is like a goldfish in a bowl. That bubble is the reach of its wonder. Do you live in a bubble? Bubbles breathe your stench.
Women resent men for prioritizing their hymen as the hallmark of femininity because it’s sexually inconvenient. A man’s focus on virginity is valuable because man can prove his first-born child is in fact his. Do women understand the GROSS embarrassment of fathers RAISING stranger’s kids? Only a woman would entrance weak men to incubate their lover’s seed without raising suspicion. Women spread player’s seed with stranger’s parenting. If players be popping cherries, playing the odds… pregnancy will TRAP the GENES women want but not the man. Hence single mothers would rather “man-up” than marry down. Moms displace a dad’s presence by bickering. Freedom from men is a lonely paradise. If men DIDN’T have genes, women be like, “bitch please.” Don’t you wish players were NICE guys for a change? Youth exploits delusion to yearn through false prophecy (i.e., celebrity and government). Nice guys finish last because girls cherry pick poor genes. Why poor? Poor genes pay alimony.
How do you ESCAPE loneliness? Marriage. How do you ESCAPE marriage? Alimony! Women are dichotomy; so vulnerable yet so “accomplished.” When geriatric “girls” can’t rely on youth anymore, they realize personality was likely NOT the sole reason for success. So be the downsides of sexual attraction: your mind is overlooked constantly by horny retards. Where’s the incentive to ignore THAT attention? Poor Genes are good for two things: paying alimony and raising strangers’ kids. Are you raising your kids to SUPPRESS your accountability? How? Addict them to a stationary distraction (i.e., TV, tablets, phones). Whores (to horny retards) are holy holes, and that’s why men cherry-pick broken cherries. Weak men are strangers to “their” children. MY wife cherry-picked a broken cherry. Think about that. Was that done out of desperation or zeal? Probably both. A woman’s desperation is a losing bet without fortune to fund it. Why? Men don’t value women’s hindsight.
12/3/2022 0 Comments
15 – Escape
Portals travel towards us with desire. Portals never have to wait. If portals had to wait…what triggers it? What triggers the portal to accept us? Escape. Escaaape. How do you escape escape? You cannot escape everything you see to suit yourself. Shame on you. You escape escape with charge! Take charge of your escape. You don’t have my permission to leave. I say when you leave because your escape is my prison.
11/28/2022 0 Comments
14 - Accept your Shadow – 190 words
Seeking an adoring audience is an exercise in indulgence that resuscitates our fantasies of fame through the pursuit of chronic reaction. This stubborn expression of doubling-down (on points of contention) is an addiction to greed; reciprocated by fans. Your opinions have value when it registers chronic reactions (consistently). Those reactions become the focus of our greed’s freedom to accuse others of wrongdoing to avoid humiliation echoed by fan’s fragility. That dynamic shifts focus to stoke negative feedback. Why? The greed of cultivating reactions is to blame for recognition’s increasing focus on consistent, chronic results the larger the backlash delivers. Backlash is consistently chronic. There’s little incentive to accept your shadow because in your greed it convinces you your despair is more lucrative than your sanity. You become imprisoned by your livelihood. Life bribes us with the innocent trek towards a virgin horizon. The rise (and fall) of the sun casts shifting shadows. What does that mean? Cyclical routines require discipline to ACCEPT your shifting shadow. Your despair controls troll’s delusions of superiority with your greedy pursuit of earning their recognition. How does one achieve recognition without fame? Accept your shadow.
11/26/2022 0 Comments
13 - What is Grace without the Grave
My brother asked me to write about grace. I know very little about grace. Life is elegant goodwill because elegance can disguise as good (the more confidence you build). Goodwill is not moral. Donating to an abortion clinic is technically goodwill. That’s why the voting system is fallible. Export political enemies, import comrades. Is government “elegant”? Astonishingly man worships confidence over conscience. Why? Plebs vote for their political fall guy which takes the blame your cast vote deserves to avoid “injuring your energy”. Confidence that is YOUR priority to function with “positivity surplus.” Yay you! We are all stars in OUR own fantasies. For the spirit of God breeds doubters. That’s why God forgives you. Why would God make his children suffer? The price to be God is your pain. That’s why God forgives you. God is not beneath suffering. Does government forgive you though? Does government succeed where God fails? Man, worships CONFIDENCE to reject conscience; to avoid exposing their immutable flaw. Flaws are normal and registering our conscience can be DENIED by the mechanism of confidence; designed to AVOID flaw, not accept it. Grace to the Grave heals the pasture. Energy is bisexual. Would that reality be graceful? What is Grace without the grave.
11/25/2022 0 Comments
12 - Flaw is Normal – 668 words
On the drive home from the hospital, I stopped at a red light. A brown woman holding a small placard was approaching cars in front of me, for some desperate charity. I was the fourth car back and my immediate reaction was,
“I hope the light turns green before she reaches my car.”
When I realized that would not happen, something I invented years ago came to mind,
“Is stealing theft if the gullible give?”
Given the speed of light our brain absorbs must acknowledge perception stifles one’s conscience to perform normally (i.e., the focus on the brown woman’s skin). I shifted my suspicion (about the mother’s situation) towards exercising conscience. Honesty is a given to be normal. This lady swallowed her pride in a way, I’ve always had the privilege to avoid (i.e., poverty), thanks to my family’s stubborn priorities. The ideal requires I exercise pride. Beckoned by my ideal definition of ideal, I reached into my wallet and pulled out a fifty-dollar bill. I rolled down my window and we faced each other (with mutual insanity) as we proclaimed in unison,
“God bless you.” We shocked each other with God’s love. Don’t you love when hope wins, or is that claim too religious?
What is normal? Normalcy is the hope one avoids conflict of conscience. One’s conscience is calculated by the fallible justice we define with(out) pride. I respect the prideless, even if it’s my own confession. To be normal is to avoid conflict of conscience. Normalcy is not a breeze to accomplish. Why? Normal people are sparsely gifted; so unique with this natural normalcy is especially practiced by serial victims. Normalcy REQUIRES you swallow your fucking pride to feed your family. Would you pan-handle at intersections to feed your family? To feed your family is normal. Why should pride influence normalcy? Respect? HA! Respect alone is not moral because reputation can be corrupted by fear, greed, and politics. Normalcy is pride’s road into salvation. I have pride because today I exercised my conscience. She had pride because she exercised her conscience. Are mothers normal? Moms do all they can, that’s all they can do.
What makes a mother normal? Marrying a charity case. Do mothers regard this as a mistake or a triumph? If the mother’s charity doesn’t improve her marriage (with free pussy), why should wives support talented bums? Talented bums just break conscience down into an artform. I call this phenomenon ‘Sardonicism.’ You may call it the muse. Home cooking humbles hearts. If males can’t accept charity (because of their selfish pride) that doesn’t make for “ideal” masculine behaviours. Boys learn how to regret mother’s charity from their fathers because fathers resent their wives with isolating hobbies. Normal does not represent the visibly present, but what should be; how justice is truly defined by the people defining ideals fighting fear, greed, and politics. Justice is normal, so why the fuck is it extinct? The Deviant Gene IS to be. That’s the sunken dread there’s no turning back from your lamentable nostalgia for inconvenient truth. Soul is your connection to the definition of the most ideal consequence of fallibility. The ideal forgave YOUR flaws. Isn’t that ideal great for serial victims? Is that normal? SHOULD that exist…as normal? Don’t you see through charity’s false salvation? I choose to be meek. To avoid conflict of conscience is to be normal. That’s why I’m not an evangelist. It’s my foundation to not care about my idea’s adoption. Death and old age always sorts out bad ideas.
Immutable flaw requires forgiveness if tomorrow’s humanity can be allowed to evolve normally. Flaw is normal because no one is perfect when we resent other people’s ideals. Is normal the ideal, or perfection. What’s more obtainable? Humanity loves to deny their flaws with delusion and conspiracy. Those rabbit holes CHASE the impossible. Debt is the currency of crisis. Maybe normalcy is honest about humanity’s proclivity to benefit from a crisis. Your conscience without fail, ignores your disappointment. Flaw is normal.
Definition of Trine:
an aspect of 120° (one third of a circle)."Venus in trine to Mars"
(of a planet) be in a trine aspect with (another planet or position)."Jupiter trines Pluto all month"
Please endorse me as a local Shy-Narcissist and respect my genius with your time. I pray for the courage to believe in God when faith is not simple. Changing minds is something alternative to the pastime of trine. Why does the absence of flaw signal awe without suspicion? The veneer of sincerity runs deep. Why? The focus on avoiding scandal is only matched by the growing suspicion of claims. Why? Denial is a popular pastime. Debt is a counterbalance to denial’s sincerity, that triggers our conscious commitment to poor judgement. It’s not a guarantee you will sin.
“I’m always right and your always wrong.”
”All I want is the truth.”
Yeah right…give me a break. I’m not asking, I’m telling. Customer (service) must respect genius at all times. Why? That’s my specialty. If I can’t entertain with my intelligence I regress into my delicious bonds of madness: achieving the impossible. That’s impossible. Exactly. Please be charitable with your time.
(Self) Worth SIMULATES… esteem to the task of convincing those who are AWARE of the “signals” to detect (and avoid) counterfeit evangelists. Esteem sells you something too good to be true. If the veneer of sincerity runs deep… shy losers preach altruism. What do narcissistic cheats gain from this? Delicious bonds of madness. Why does the absence of flaw (where flaw should be) signal awe without suspicion? Esteem is a magic trick. Man is ignorant to the follies of awe, and the follies are documented in banks linked to our debt. Debt is the currency of our conscience. What are you ashamed of? The follies of awe keep you from exploring conscience soberly. What is sobering is all sin is purely a derivative of immutable flaw. Immutable flaw is ignored through debt production and debt consumption.
The shy loser preaches altruism (as a magic trick), while the narcissistic cheat sells you a “quick” way out of your dirty conscience with sheer wizardry. Why debt? Citizens prefer bondage. Humans are bounded by their delusions and conspiracies to the tune of trine. Kinship with awe signals a bond that starves us of reason (and freedom). Why? The production and consumption of debt signals to the sin we hand control with blind bliss. The follies of awe love suckers. Conflict doesn’t end with debt, so heaven is the folly of awe. Counterfeit evangelists are false prophets. I am a Sardonic Poet. I love God, but poetry is my hero. This is my club: Brainsmithy. Sorry, members only. Brainsmithy is my social network. I do this to achieve sanity. I don’t want celebrity. Just looking for a few friends. Friends agree to adopt bullshit.
11/20/2022 0 Comments
10 - Ephesians 1:17-23
17 I keep asking that the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, the glorious Father, may give you the Spirit of wisdom and revelation, so that you may know him better. 18 I pray that the eyes of your heart may be enlightened in order that you may know the hope to which he has called you, the riches of his glorious inheritance in his holy people, 19 and his incomparably great power for us who believe. That power is the same as the mighty strength 20 he exerted when he raised Christ from the dead and seated him at his right hand in the heavenly realms, 21 far above all rule and authority, power and dominion, and every name that is invoked, not only in the present age but also in the one to come. 22 And God placed all things under his feet and appointed him to be head over everything for the church, 23 which is his body, the fullness of him who fills everything in every way.
Sardonic Poet's interpretation:
17 Those that are above God are beneath freedom. 18 Your heart inherits enlightenment that your mind's inspiration accepts the desire to sin makes us fallible. 19 Belief trumps pessimism. 20 The ideal leads the way through those who feed from sin. 21 Time (itself) obeys. 22 Earth spins to the tune of toes. 23 His flesh fills our skin like pouring wine.
Brother from another mother.