Trust is cosmetic

God gave me permission to let go.  You suicidal people out there...can figure it out for yourselves.  I did.  I beat psychosis, my way.  I'm done trying to find meaning in helping others.  You don't deserve my help.  I don't care what you do with your life, just figure it out yourself.  I'm going to focus on getting a hobby.  Nothing interests me.  I play video games I get bored.  I watch TV I get bored.  Can't be bothered to exercise because I have no interest in banging chicks.  I'm going to sit tight and wave the middle finger at society because they are alone with their fear.  There's a reason why I'm alone...I have no friends.  You all are alone because you're too afraid to know who you really are.  With psychosis, I didn't have a choice.  Now, I'm retired from my mental health crusade.  No more spending money and time on pie-eyed delusions and conspiracies.  Trust is cosmetic, so why bother earning trust if you can't be yourself?

​When life gives you lemons, say thank you.