God gave me permission to let go. You suicidal people out there...can figure it out for yourselves. I did. I beat psychosis, my way. I'm done trying to find meaning in helping others. You don't deserve my help. I don't care what you do with your life, just figure it out yourself. I'm going to focus on getting a hobby. Nothing interests me. I play video games I get bored. I watch TV I get bored. Can't be bothered to exercise because I have no interest in banging chicks. I'm going to sit tight and wave the middle finger at society because they are alone with their fear. There's a reason why I'm alone...I have no friends. You all are alone because you're too afraid to know who you really are. With psychosis, I didn't have a choice. Now, I'm retired from my mental health crusade. No more spending money and time on pie-eyed delusions and conspiracies. Trust is cosmetic, so why bother earning trust if you can't be yourself?
When life gives you lemons, say thank you.