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12/22/2022 0 Comments DNDI continued this journal for a select few in secret. I'm making this journal public for anyone who cares to read it. I'm taking my journaling once and for all offline. I'm never going to get the recognition I crave, so I realized...I don't need other people's input or opinion. Journaling should be private. Do not Distribute
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9/12/2022 0 Comments Trust is cosmetic God gave me permission to let go. You suicidal people out there...can figure it out for yourselves. I did. I beat psychosis, my way. I'm done trying to find meaning in helping others. You don't deserve my help. I don't care what you do with your life, just figure it out yourself. I'm going to focus on getting a hobby. Nothing interests me. I play video games I get bored. I watch TV I get bored. Can't be bothered to exercise because I have no interest in banging chicks. I'm going to sit tight and wave the middle finger at society because they are alone with their fear. There's a reason why I'm alone...I have no friends. You all are alone because you're too afraid to know who you really are. With psychosis, I didn't have a choice. Now, I'm retired from my mental health crusade. No more spending money and time on pie-eyed delusions and conspiracies. Trust is cosmetic, so why bother earning trust if you can't be yourself?
When life gives you lemons, say thank you. 9/8/2022 0 Comments 159 - Inconvenient TruthEgyptians worshipped the sun, but were there groups of Egyptians that blasphemed (against the sun)? Did they pray like the cult of the Messiah? Was an Egyptian resenting another belief forced upon them. Imagine if the Egyptian faith was the original Christianity? Hypocrisy is humanity contented to always fall-short of their conscience. Accuse a pedophile of being a pedophile, and you cast a divided fear. That stinging clarity reveals your honesty (under questioning). To be desired for something that puts the fear in others, is your opponent’s leader controlling you through the freedom of shame (or the shame of freedom). Politicians are Earth's evangelists. They indoctrinate the malleable mind (just like a religion) with their party's uniquely divisive definition of freedom. When your ideas of merciless progression are made in haste, it's typically done to avoid a well deserved revolt (i.e. Canada's spoiled little bum, Justin Trudeau). If a magician sees your future in their past, wouldn’t you be interested in stupefying the fallible with your prediction of their future? You indoctrinate the fallible with the past only you see. That molds the future of your opponent; a future they don't agree with. Progression is the march off of a cliff if we embrace our ignorance with bliss; one's bliss is another's PERIL. Addiction makes you bored of the reality you're entitled to a shitty life (thanks to your opponents). That means you can get entitled to the “highs and lows” of life. I’m entitled to my truth, fuck God’s bullshit. Right? You are entitled to predict what's true with doubt as your only evidence to the contrary. Your disdain for God is scripted. There is no coincidence that you are entitled.
You are entitled to your freedom of shame (or shame of freedom). See The Mechanism of Politics. You must study the past you accept (and don't accept) with the future at your back. Cinderella-Queen are you peaking over your shoulder? God is a baby’s finger clawing shapes into the sand. The sand is you. A Cinderella-Queen's gospel is titled, "The Sand is You." Cinderella-Queens think Christianity is just the serial gossip about the perfect man. Have you met Jesus? He walks on your beach. The sand is you. But with each step Jesus takes, he sinks deeper into the sand (that is you). That’s Jesus suffering on behalf of your sin "just visiting" hell for three days; impregnating the devil who then gave birth to the muse; the perfect magical intermediary. Doubt damned Jesus' definition of freedom. How do you overcome? PREDICT God exists through the Muse. Don’t pray, predict that God exists through this perfectly magical intermediary. That’s quite the edgy thing to do, given how much Christianity is resented. Resented. Like the blaspheming Egyptians. Is that what a Cinderella-Queen is? A nuisance to religious authority that can’t grant wishes? It’s a magician’s hypocrisy to predict God exists but not believe…uncouth claim ahoy! I bet you are a shy person. Don’t be shy, be-lieve in your prediction of God through the muse. That’s your private truth. No one needs to know you believe in God but God. Don’t tell anyone, not even when you’re accused of it. That truth is private. Better to have a ground floor in heaven than a penthouse in hell. John There is evidence to support God’s irony. Satan What’s that? John God made humanity a race of incestuous-pedophiles, then gave us shame to preferring we ignore the consequences of living in ignorance. Satan Jesus died for your sins. Why introduce shame? John What does humanity lack to accept that? Satan Humility? John Then God is shy. Satan With his evidence. John I’m shy. Satan Too bad you’re not God. John Yeah…too bad I’m not God. Satan Join the club. John But Jesus died for my sins. Satan Too bad you are too ashamed to accept it. John All I want to do (if given my freedom) is to do anything I want. Isn’t that true freedom? My freedom is free to impact your freedom. Only God has the freedom to script our immutable flaw. Satan Then that’s not freedom John. Once God defined freedom, we were imprisoned by that definition. There's no such thing as "free" in freedom. John Freedom is not free, and shame charges forward with it's lust for progress. The "truth" that ignores (a shitty) reality doesn't oppress me. That means those who fight for "truth" can only maintain their bliss at the expense of their opponent's peril. My God...politics represents the worst: bliss. Force the fallible to submit, when it helps the us to tolerate OUR life. Politics means fighting for control, before you drown in stature. Satan You’re a keener. John A person who wails or sings in grief for a dead person? Satan No, the other one. John I’m surprised that’s a noun for keener… Satan I’m surprised that you’re surprised. Maybe you are that noun. John I guess all Christian’s are keeners… Satan Vanity is my favourite sin. John The quality of being worthless or futile? Satan I see what you did there. Definitions (of freedom) can be an inconvenient truth. John The freedom of shame (or the shame of freedom) encourages us to NOT accept accountability from our opponent’s right to be offended (by inconvenient truths). Satan, you are my opponent. I can acknowledge when you convince me you are right. This is that time. I’m not surprised you can stupefy the fallible. Good is represented by meagre giants. Can't an ultimate God elude us on a need to know basis? Satan Your wishes will come true. John God doesn’t grant wishes. Magic The sand is you. 9/5/2022 0 Comments 158 - I...welcome impotenceNarration by John Ralph Tuccitto Definition of hierarchy
a system or organization in which people or groups are ranked one above the other according to status or authority. The “hierarchically-challenged” whores feel they...deserve half of their mate’s shit. Man is a cowboy wrangling women’s sexuality; it's like when you see a bunch of feral cats fucking in the street...are you the one to interrupt them? Why try? Men need to tame feral behaviour as a father. Why? Feral women want to be broken by wild country (without foresight) to heighten the excitement of their completely unnecessary perspectives. The entitlement women’s vagina serves “MIMICS” (without preserving) the value of fertility:
Players are wild country raping the chastity out of our daughters with the charity (our daughter's) charm affords them. Sex is a super-sense that accelerates the value of the "liberation" from God. The perspective of women's sexual partner(s) attempts to imprint their desire to tame feral men (i.e., Players) with free pussy... As you'll discover this at 40, players never marry hoes; they just fuck the free pussy you give them. Don’t make the mistake of being “hierarchically-challenged” the same way women are. Men…biological men…if you don’t want to make babies, don’t have sex. Sex requires no talent, yet the core of a whore is the achievement to tame the hierarchically-challenged, if not through sex, then through their "justice." For women to succeed with status, they lean on their sexuality with or without approval (sometimes with no consequence) to justify the merits of hypergamy. Never settle queen, your delusions trump's trump. Women can’t help but to broadcast sexual trauma, thanks to the blossoms of abuse. If she’s not worth having a baby with, don’t fuck her, don’t date her, and especially don’t befriend her. If you don’t want to have children, don’t risk satisfying your temptation, because the mechanism of temptation doesn’t concern itself with the damage consequence serves. Instead, enjoy the fall of feminism; it’s worth the price of man’s chastity. Temptation is for the weak minded. Strong individuals recognize when their journey is boring. Instead of succumbing to temptation (like whores), they invest in themselves with exercise, and knowledge. Temptation does not concern itself with the damage consequences serve, but if it’s not a consequence to men, strong men set the terms so there’s no excuse for confusion. When the terms are set, you are not responsible for the serial confusion the consequence of casual sex brings to a woman’s biological ambition. Feral women must balance liberation and bonding. Modern women don’t know how to bond with men without liberating themselves from well-meaning fathers preaching the values of fertility. If you don't appreciate your father's wisdom, that's your loss. That liberation is the consequence of temptation because the entitlement women’s vagina serves MIMICS (without preserving) the value of fertility. Masculine energy, tattoos, children out of wedlock, plastic surgery and debt do not preserve their value. Only weak “hierarchically-challenged” men bring submissive, feminine energy to masculine women. Weak men are not wild country, they are a cage (to a whore). If feral women are to be broken-in, it’s by the consequences of feminism (and red pill) movements that strips us of the ability to pair bond. By then, “the wall” blows the dog whistle of biological ambition. That would be torture; the torture whores deserve (for being whores). If you can torture whores with your disloyalty, God speeds with God’s needs. Feral men (i.e., Players) be-doing God’s work taming feminists before their ovaries dry up (to get pregnant); problem is feminists don’t know how to quit on a good bronco. Why? His horse cock I-mean ego. Feral men cannot pair-bond with the sluts he fucks. So, players fuck (with the dowry of charm) to enjoy relationships on THEIR terms. The dowry of charm secures women’s sexuality; that could be 30 seconds or 3 years (on and off) like a bucking bronco. Yet…a whore will divorce (or arrest) their mate the moment they have something to lose. That something is biological ambition. Feral women believe in something that…they can’t let go of (because hypergamy is BIGGER than them). Liberals are entitled to their feminine-fed idiocracy. Christians just don’t know better. Deniers…justify torturing God with “their” journey (to marry someone they don't deserve). The depressed are convinced the pain God scripts is with disdain (because “Chads” and “Veronicas” don’t fuck and/or marry them). There is no such thing as autonomy. God denied us autonomy to support his habits. Isn’t life…kind of amazing? Satan Life. Death. Life. Death. Life? Do you believe in God? John Yes. I have you to thank for that Satan. Satan Either way, autonomy is a whore’s truth. John A man's hierarchy has a chastity that tames feral whores with their own status. Satan Thanks to government, abortion, “believe all women” rhetoric, and divorce, women are designed to break the spine of manhood (when they listen to their biological ambition tick). What does the tik-tok in their chest mean? The gift of youth has a shelf life, the dowry of charm is designed to secure women’s sexuality not what is left of a whore’s value (of fertility). Biological ambition horsewhips feral men and women (at different stages of life) to trade against the value of their youth, wealth and fertility to afford life’s journey on their fucking terms. NO ONE ELSE! Focusing on career (instead of family) is a masculine endeavour. Feral women substitute maternal instincts with the freedom to ignore biology’s shelf life called “The Wall.” Feral men substitute paternal instincts with the freedom to ignore women’s thirsty devotion because their entitlement mimics (without preserving) the value of fertility: Players NEVER marry a hoe (they fuck). Fathers RAISE hoes, players only fuck free pussy. John What a sad generation. Satan Nothing sad about being yourself. John Queens are not fathers. Satan The dowry of charm secures women’s sexuality. John The entitlement women’s vagina serves mimics (not preserves) the value of fertility. Satan Therefore, chivalrous HA…I mean feminine men allow entitled women to destroy their manhood with the spell of unwanted yearnings. Players turn the tide, and women (and men) refuse to acknowledge the stunning hypocrisy. It’s wonderful to watch. John I...welcome impotence.  What’s the point of Negative thinking?
It feels sublime to be coddled (like an innocent victim) by the one you love. Why? You were wronged by your own imagination. INSTANT bliss to regret (or deny) your imagination's oppression. Imagine how your brain would function…withOUT the consequences of your beautiful (or disgusting) body. We dream, don’t we? We don’t need eyes to dream, we don’t need a body. Imagine our brains were incubated and stored (in close quarters), in Costco warehouses connected to a Simulation of Doubt? You know…to make humanity’s footprint as SMALL as possible! CLIMATE CHANGE! Who would think of that? Science? Ha! Science is an indoctrinated belief (just like religion). It’s a system that requires non-critical minds to ADOPT (with or without force) based on the merits of contradictory-facts threatening (scientist's) livelihoods. Example? Science “There is no God.” Me “Can you prove it?” Science “No.” Me “Is that a fact?” Science “…I can't believe. Period. I can't prove there's an invisible, shapeshifting unicorn in my attic that grants wishes in the afterlife.” Me “Then how do you manage to AVOID deluding yourself?” Science “Science is so tangibly-factual, we are entitled to citizen’s autonomy to confirm what we already know." Me “I deem this a psychotic belief that your success will be ACCEPTED by those who submit their autonomy (in the face of contradictory evidence). What about those who don't submit to science? Are they not capable of sound mind? Science, that's YOUR denial.” Science “Variables will be…explored...to address insubordination.” Me “Like magic? Is magic insubordinate?” Magic “Yes am I, Science? Science can’t prove God exists. They gave up like bitches. Period. Can an ultimate God elude us on a need to know basis? Magic represents wishes coming true. It's John's wish to prove God exists. If scientists are forced to choose between God and magic, the majority of scientists would choose magic. Why? The inverse of doubt is your doubt's majority belief (within its perceived relevancy) God exist. Doubt doubt's itself, to secure its relevance in a tortured mind. Science has a SEVERE extreme to avoid the public confirmation I (magic) exist(s). Why? Do you think the majority would approve of Harry Potter giving them medical advice? That science and magic are peas in a pod. God grants prayers (not wishes). Imagine if the scientists made public AFTER the COVID-19 vaccine was administered...by those who BELIEVE in the "magical properties" of infinity? What would you expect the reaction to be? Me “I predict the scientific community will shatter to dust without good PR. If you can predict the past (with history), the (un)known inverse of doubt's doubt confirms God is plausible. Where does the majority lie? Humanity's education breeds compliance to steer their population towards or away from God. Science "Why?" Magic "Infinity is your safe-space, Science. You fail to acknowledge beyond the (un)known inverse of your doubt (which has historical evidence) to suggest if Science is to be perfect it must be INCAPABLE of belief. The unknown inverse of doubt is your doubt's belief God exists. Scientists have no faith in contradictory-facts proving true. " Science “That’s a (fucking) fact, Jack.” Me “It’s a FACT…that plausibility (by definition) is a belief issued by a reality that welcomes delusion, and conspiracy. Science fails to acknowledge beyond the unknown (inverse of doubt) is the sobering truth that infinity is infinitely finite. The inverse of DOUBT is your doubt's BELIEF that God's control contains infinity's magic within his grip.” Science “Doubt doubt's itself? Prove that doubt has a genetic inverse belief.” Me “Is reality preventing scientists to trust in the merits of belief (for anything)? Do you believe in yourself? If yes, you are not a very good scientist. Science is a mental disorder, where the core principle is achieving Godless-miracles. At what depth does a God deny your belief (he doesn't exist). Can't an ultimate God elude us on a need to know basis? Yes. Yes, is the answer. Science "I can't, don't and won't believe. I confirm it." Me "Yeah you confirm what you already know (with the insurance of experimenting with citizen's autonomy). Aren't we all flawed by politics? Do you deny a political party credence? Well, you are not a very good scientist. You believe...that you are a good scientist. Yet you choose "magic" over God. Harry Potter is giving us medical advice. Stupidity cannot help...to not know better. That’s the scientific attitude towards and against God. Science doesn’t explore God they explore a "Hollywood-divinity" to mock the limitations of Christianity. The difference is, God needs to entertain the human race with forgiveness. That only works, if one is encouraged to accept God with thanks. Why does God forsake us? That's the consequence of infallibility. God forgives to acknowledge one's ultimate desire is to be everything and nothing. Just like a medically poor scientist.” It’s a BELEIF there’s no God. Why? No one can prove it; not even scientific-wizardry. Scientists preform Godless miracles with medicine. Magic and science. Do you believe you are always correct? I am. I know when I'm wrong. That won't end well for anyone. So you control your mind to punish itself (for existing). Ha! Impotence is a welcome flaw. Do you want proof God exists? If you can believe in yourself, how can a critical thinker need more than climate change I-I-I-mean "peace" to thrive? Climate change is a belief, not a science. You believe you exist? That’s why infinity is a lie. You won't die, right? Do you believe you will die, or live forever? How is a lie (you tell yourself) infallible? God is your Satan. Why? You (and I) are threatened by our lies turning against us; anything that makes you fallible (with depression). What is more likely to depress us? Only a fool is fooled by their own lies. What’s the lie? “I'll bet with my family and friends that I can achieve the impossible." Our conscience is for sale by leaches with no shepherd. Where's the good father's influence? Science needs a father (i.e., Anthony Fauci), a climate change messiah. Manipulate others by inducing fear of the prospect Fauci's sin won't be forgiven by God (when we crossed the line of Hollywood-divinity). As flawed people, we need to be motivated by EXTREME caution (i.e., fear and isolation) because it’s the most effective way to cover the gambit of IQs the Government MUST nanny. Does the government need you to be nannied by the tools of delusion and conspiracy? Government is designed to control the ignorant, to represent the majority. HA! Everyone is flawed, even those controlling a shepherd's success. Control, greed, and good company. To rule the world is to be the ultimate climate change messiah. Cinderella Queens are you a wolf, or are you hunted by one? I'll say one thing, "Queens are not fathers." Either hell is in the head, or our head is in the hell we can’t escape. I love God. I love God because he forgave me. Why did God forgive me? He likes assholes. Earth is not heaven, on purpose. Look for God's wealth behind your doubt's inverse; God hides his wealth by the discovering the fact we are flawed. You are not a magical, infinite, God. That's being the perfect scientist: incapable of belief. You believe in climate change. The End 8/21/2022 0 Comments 156 - The Culture of EvidenceATTENTION: This article has been promoted to our resource section. The resource section will be updated.8/5/2022 0 Comments 155 – Phobic to flaw
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