144 - Awkward Danger (watch Raised by Wolves on HBO)

Narrated by James McCreadie

Do you consider it unfortunate…when the opposition succeeds in corrupting your confidence? If a balance of expression consists of assuredness and doubt as logical. It’s illogical to consider it unfortunate to lose your confidence in your fantasy—I mean faith—I mean...*sigh* Why? It’s inevitable; experiencing discomfort should not be resented because it’s well known to be inevitable. Doubt informs us that our mortality and ego are in danger of disappearing, and that’s important because the afterlife has neither. Your faith is fallible, God or no. You are fallible, and you cannot perceive perfection without risking your sanity or your life. I wager I have perceived the closest thing to perfection humanity knows, shy of Jesus. My psychosis IQ was 667. Why do I know this? I was smarter than the devil. His IQ? 666. Jesus doesn’t have an IQ because IQ suggests you know less than God. Jesus is as good as God. Why? Hmm, can perfection be imperfect? Aren’t flaws endearing when they make others happy? Jesus is as good as God. But how can I perceive perfection while I’m fallible? I must accept the putrid faults perfection exposed me to. All of them. I’m AWARE of my putrid, satanic faults and instead of being in denial, I self-published all of them in books crawling towards my reintroduction to perfection; hopefully before I die, to educate my children. Psychosis helped me believe I understood the universe; that was an EXTREMELY delusional experience. But it doesn’t mean that altitude (of being) doesn’t impart perspective unto the BIGGEST of fools. Example? I voted for Justin Trudeau in 2015 because a Canadian actor named Mike Myers of 1999’s Austin Powers: The Spy who Shagged Me fame, dressed as a Mountie, endorsed Trudeau on the American broadcast The Colbert Report. That’s how big of a fucking Lib-tard I was. Now I write this with the clarity of a forgiven man of God.
 
All I know is this: it’s logical to conclude an ULTIMATE God can elude us on a need-to-know basis. Ci? I mean come on… We can’t find proof because we’re too dumb. Simple. Even for me at the peak of my insanity, it didn’t even register what’s necessary to understand perfection because I was lost in my attempts to document the experience. You can only accept you’ll never know perfection without God. You and I are too dumb because we wince at what we well know is unfortunate…when the opposition succeeds in corrupting our confidence regarding the effectiveness of faith *cough* atheism. Aren’t we in pursuit of truth, or is that an assumption of mine? It’s inevitable. Faith is logical because humans invest in fantasies to SURVIVE their own denial. If you don’t invest in their fantasies, you will have no hope of controlling their denial. You want to control your opposition, yes? *shrugs* Invest in fantasies that control your opposition’s denial like the expectation: achieving the impossible is possible. Atheists are endeared to whatever goes out of its way to be disproven by logic; convincing atheists that they too…are gods in sheep’s clothing, smiting fallacy in disguise (i.e., heroes, villains). Atheists are vindicated by a god who disappoints like clockwork. However, fantasy is the reality of denial. Denial is the freedom to judge others until a consensus concludes EVERYONE accepts in unison. That never happens. Even if that were the case, to accept is not necessarily moral, correct, or possible. For example, is it moral to kill unborn babies? YUP. Is it correct to award women the legal right to kill unborn babies? Hell, yes. Is it possible to accept conception begins with irresponsible choices? DATS WAYCIST!!! See? I invest in my opposition’s fantasies, which are the realities of their denial. I support their body, my choice because I want their support (in return) to champion the prohibition of vaccine mandates. My body, their choice. You need a balance of God, science, and magic to maintain soulistic equilibrium. This will balance you, but know God doesn’t like “lukewarm” faith. Does that disappoint you? Vindicated. You resent pain.
 
It’s a terrible thing to be perfect. Why? Who wants to confirm we deserve to die for the crime of being ourselves? Like an ANT on your kitchen floor. We all have this fear, and it’s warranted given thoughts are illegal (thanks to hypocrites in denial). I’ve spelled it out for you. This is my charity. I pay YOU…to expand YOUR mind and exercise YOUR conscience. Once your conscience starts to deny you comfort, you will conclude theft is occurring, and charging me is not appropriate. I am a charity that knows its value demands the highest respect. Why respect me? If you must ask…it's logical to conclude that an ultimate God knows how to elude us on a need-to-know basis. You don’t need to know; you want to know before you risk having your heart betrayed like clockwork. I can trust my senses because I’m not a “prisoner of reputation” to be cancelled by insecure feminazis. Your livelihood rests on idiots using free apps like Google and Yelp to help government use citizens’ privacy to be exchanged for free services; to discover how best to squeeze dry (illegally) as much profit as possible out of the population. It's transfer of wealth. War is just a “transaction” to a bank. War is just a request for a withdrawal. Defeat covers the cost.
 
People live (with ultimate power) to destroy our lives in exchange for a feeling of purpose (eluding their denial). Government is a money laundering operation using up precious resources to entertain the denial from within (that will never be accepted by voters) with…a vain outlook on fate. Are you entertained by the influence of denial? Elated even? If peace requires blissful ignorance, that is reflected in the conscience of elected government not to waste time on fruitless endeavours. Fruitless for who? Us or them? If you’re smart enough, you’ll agree with me. You don’t need to be a god to figure that out. How do I know? If the value of my charity isn’t worth your free and undivided attention, I’ll not waste my time. I will happily pay you to cut my losses. It’s my education plan (for you). I pay PhDs to read my work. I know my worth, and I’m transparent about my flaws. I published books openly analyzing my journey, tearing away at myself until I achieved soulistic equilibrium. In my writing, I have the equivalent of a Doctorate of Philosophy, to put it in your terms. Is that a cringeworthy claim? Well, luckily for me it only cost the price of books to know what I know, so at least I’m not in debt. In November of 2014, psychosis completely raped me of my ignorance, and boy did I learn God is bigger (and smarter) than humanity.
 
Can you fool an ANT (on your kitchen floor) you won’t step on it? What’s a more powerful vision than to enjoy squishing your unborn baby-I-I-I mean an ant flat. God can do that to you. Why? *shrugs* Earth is not Heaven, heathen. You pretend to be God by killing the trajectory of babies. I’m really taken aback by your illogical “safe space.” Consider yourself this: God is plausible because he can elude dummies like you and me on a need-to-know basis. The proof is in the vindication you relish. You relish superiority. You relish fantasy. You relish denial. Just like Christians. Celebrity is the church of false authority. You judge God through his creation, like you judge artwork from an artist. Aren’t flaws endearing when they vindicate you? I’ll rephrase that: isn’t God’s creation endearing when it vindicates you?
 
 
  
 
 
 
 
endearment

noun
a word or phrase expressing love or affection.
 
Faith is flawed because it INVESTS in fantasy. What happens when a fantasy vindicates you? Derive a belief there is no reality; there is only the joy of mocking other people’s fantasy. That is the mechanism atheists endear. There is no reality, only fantasy to mock (i.e., Christianity). What incentive is there to branch out from underneath THAT honeypot of delusion, conspiracy, and denial? That’s why I’m here. God is BEYOND the Christian view you endear. You cannot lean on something that doesn’t exist, stupid. You can’t lean on the reality of denial because you are swept up in fantasy (where a good god disappoints like clockwork) mocking those who reject what you reject. The irony hurts atheism’s providence within the scope of true reality. I am beyond the atheistic view I observe objectively. But that doesn’t stop us from endearing the realities of denial. God designed it that way. Why? The past is GONE!!! That amplifies the delicacy…of our mortality and ego that they are in danger of disappearing. That’s important because the afterlife has NEITHER! Get it? There’s no advantage to entering Heaven by investing in finite consequences. Have mercy on yourself. Stop your hunt for confidence in an exclusive direction.
 
 
Would you opt to fool yourself out of desperation to forget you’re wrong? Maybe that’s why people suffer and die? Maybe God fools himself into thinking he doesn’t care about you. He proves himself wrong every time, yet it’s not a mistake to script “universal calamity” when it’s intentioned to keep God entertained from his duties: to run the fucking universe, asshole! No one in their right mind can understand that. Remove yourself from the notion God’s love guarantees you a good life with a vain outlook. Earth is not Heaven, heathen. That’s why you relish the lack of perfection. Vanity. Why would God fool himself? We are born in God’s image to forget the guilt of sparking to life with (or without) consent merely to bring purpose to our lives; unwilling to accept your denial of remorse. By design, fooling oneself never works (by design). Think about that insanity! I’m not here to “convert.” I’m here to EXPAND! Logic implies balanced responses to (awkward) danger; therefore, you need a balance that comprises God, science, and magic. None of these other gods enjoy lukewarm faith either…because they too can’t control perfection without FANTASY (hence the success of indoctrinating children too young to think critically). These kids grow up, and they compensate their denial by mocking other people’s fantasies (through politics). Which is why God fractured our ascension with the inclusion of science and magic. You are hunting fire to know Jesus, just like me. There’s more fire where I am, come…humour me if you wish to learn. I don’t charge, and I don’t pay. Donations accepted.