173 - "Nuance" nature chooses You - 458+ words

Just curious about the thoughts you don’t share.  Oh I share my curious thoughts with an infuriating charm towards doubters.  Oh…did…I go too far?  Did my thoughts expose your trauma?  Of course, all I can do is read minds.  How?  Humanity is homogeneous.  The basic nuts and bolts are uniform across humanity.  Example?  I know humanity’s immutable flaw is the government’s procreation/population strategy of incestuous-pedophilia.  I have documented it inside out; in my mind because I was so very fucking desperate to be rid of all putrid magnetism.  You don't/didn’t like my leers.  But now…you are gone.  You shut the door when I crossed the line.  That’s why you are afraid of the door; thanks to what’s on the other side: inconvenient truth.  I read (read) your mind like a broken record, it’s the classic tale of procreation.  Children are violated by sight.  If your child enjoys being violated by sight (with incentives), that would mean children are encouraged (by adults) to embrace their sexuality...if...religions and schools were ruled by incestuous-pedophiles.  What do religion and schools’ have most in common? The nuisance of incestuous-pedophilia.  Why?  Too much innocence can overwhelm a teacher’s compulsion to leer.  Why do you leer?  THAT thought...explains why you shut the door?  You don’t like it when you deserve leers.  “Nuance” nature chooses you.
 
“You deserve leers from attractive attention; that ends when you HIT… the wall, your value will plummet.  It’s science.”
 
I’m sorry…did that cross the line?  Have you been through psychosis?  Well…let me tell you something: you can’t hide from yourself and expect happiness to take root.  Can burnt roots grow?  Yes. Downward.  All the way down.  To the bottom.  Still not far enough?  Further…than the bottom?  You don’t say.  In the span of three plus days of euphoria, I learned the worst things about myself.  Only the truth would set me free.  Is my truth the truth?  That’s up to you to decide coward.  You closed the door, so you are gone to me.  You are a selfish-coward and hypocrite.  The innocent learn from adults to like attention from attractive leers.  That made you embrace the “nuance” and “nebulous” nature of sexual attraction that chooses you with leers.  It starts with parent’s misguided love for celibacy, then works its way up the ladder until your innocence is extinguished following a wedding of vows.  Why do you crave attractive leers?  ATTENTION!  It’s for Attention, you fucking idiot.  Why did you shut the door?  Let me think…I know, my intelligence disgusts you.  I am a mirror; I only know what I don’t know.  I show you how light reflects your choices.  Your reflection is your receipt.  Jesus saved you.  You damn yourself with doubt.  Bring me back to ancient Greece oh Lord.  Ooops, that sounded like a wish.  God doesn’t grant wishes.

Get over yourself Tabitha.